It’s hard for me to believe
That I’ve got nothing to prove
I thought this dirt on my hands
Was gonna keep me from you
I fall as much as I rise
Feels like my walk is a crawl
When I’m alone in the night
Won’t you leave the light on
‘Cause I’ve been reckless with my heart
Now I’m falling apart
I don’t wanna be the same
I need you to be the change
I surrender all I am
I know I’ve made mistakes, but the past will wash away
I’ll do whatever it takes
Thought I was never enough
Heart has a way of its own
But I can lift up my eyes
And know that you’re in control
Sometimes I won’t get it right
I’m gonna stumble and fall
When I’m alone in the night
I know you’ll leave the light on ‘
Cause I’ve been reckless with my heart
Now I’m falling apart
I don’t wanna be the same
I need you to be the change
I surrender all I am I know
I’ve made mistakes, but the past will wash away
I’ll do whatever it takes
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh (oh, oh)
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh (what it takes)
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh-oh, oh, oh (I know you well, oh-oh)
‘Cause I’ve been reckless with my heart
Now I’m falling apart
I don’t wanna be the same
I need you to be the change
I surrender all I am
I know I’ve made mistakes, but the past will wash away
I’ll do whatever it takes

Last year was probably one of the toughest years I’ve been through in quite a while. In a four month time span, our beloved family dog passed away from cancer, my long-time job was eliminated and I was sent to a different division at the company, then my mother passed away suddenly, and I resigned at work. Life felt like it was spinning out of control and I could do nothing to stop it. However, through the grace of God, a lot of tears and questioning, plus a TON of prayer, I made it through the darkest moments. I am beyond grateful for WBGL and the consistent connection to prayer, worship music, and encouragement to find peace during the pain and confusion of life.