Hello, I am a mother of 3 children. I have to do 90 days of work release which consists of going to jail and only being let out for work. This I have accepted. It is still hard to be away from my children for any little bit of time I have to but I know God will keep me strong. My husband is in prison and I really don't have too much help as both of my parents passed when I was a young teenager.
My job I have been with for 7 years has since "heard" what is going on, of course in bits and pieces and not the complete truth. People have come and gone in this co. and the "newer" people have control issues and do what they can to try and get me fired. The owner is now very upset with me and has yet to speak to me about my situation. I do not mind at all explaining in detail what is going on. Yes, I am not proud of certain things I have done in my life (most being 10+ years ago) but I think they are really trying to bring it all up and use it against me. Everything I do is scrutinized. The environment here is horrible. I sit here alone, do my work, and play WBGL music player all day. I am about to lose my mind. This is all too much. I cry and pray ALL DAY. I am only 27 years old and I dont know how much more I can take. I can't lose my job but if that is what is God's will then, let it be done. I am scared and nervous. I just need prayer and the people I work for need it as well. know He can do all and I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!! Help please.
A mother in need.